Thursday, April 2, 2009









Mami, I wish I didnt have to wait years to say
Thank You for everything you’re doing today
The life you've made, and the price you've paid
That you did not evade, even when you were afraid

A Sacrifice I wont ever truly know, until I have my own,
Your Love so strong I wont fathom till I am grown

I will always be amazed, when I gaze back, then praise,
The way you always sheltered and protected over me,
while so young and pretty, you had to want to just be free
to be, to see
the many things you couldn’t, because for you there was no 'me',
just we.

I thank you for enduring,
where many a mothers could not, or would not,
even though you might not have had alot, you never forgot
Your duty as my mother,
and rather than doing things other, or with another,
you choose to smother
me with your Love.

Now I rest and live under your care, and think nothing each and every day
Shielded in every way, needing your comfort through each dismay
Never knowing the tears, the fears,
or any of your unanswered prayers

Im sorry for you having to grow up too soon,
when you could have been reaching up for the moon
All those afternoons
where pretty girls could focus on boys and their own fun
you sometimes had no one, because you begun
the sacrifice too young, and Ill learn how it stung some.
but you done good mami, I will always be proud you never succumbed
Admirable, the mother youve become

Those nights, you might have just wanted someone
to protect over and comfort you
just the way, for me, mami, you always seem to do
Where I sleep in the comfort that is your love
right next to someone I am, will always be in awe of.

I am so sorry that guys couldnt see,
past your amazing beauty,
and I promise that will never be me.
From you I will learn to be a man for his woman,
do all I can, to help her understand,
what Love is meant to be, because you will teach me.

Im sad,
cause I know you cried
because even though you tried
it had to be the hardest ride
that never ends, always bends, tough when I always depend,
on mami, my best friend
and Right now, I cannot truly comprehend

So next time, mami you recieve my hug,
know its filled with all the love
I will ever have for the most precious woman I can think of



I just might learn one day how hard it was for you to do,
until then, cant speak it yet, but know, I am so very proud of you
You'll always be my hero mami, for everything you had to go through
Most importantly, you went it alone, even when you ended up with two!



Ill never truly understand the Beauty of the Word, until Im fully grown

One day,


it will be to me,


the Most Beautiful Word


I’ll have ever known


~ ~ Mother ~ ~

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Loves Tenderness

Candles' light about the room
the Silhouette of your body's form prettier than the most precious flower bloom
you’re perfume, consumes,
intoxicating,
with eyes elating, while body lies in waiting

As I press my fingertip, onto your bottom lip, my hand slides over your hip

My heart sincere, as I draw you near,
bestowing my Love, for the one I’m most proud of

and as lips separate, and I feel your body’s weight
I just now can relate to the term Soulmate
and embrace this fate, as my mind sedates

Tranquil beyond belief, you’ve come just like a thief
and taken all that I am,
My heart can barely withstand, the simplest touch of your hand,
as it pounds out as hard as it possibly can

As we embrace in a slow twirling circle,
senses beyond hysterical, in this Most beautiful Miracle
I’m completely lost to you

and As my mind is escorted, body deported, into your heart transported
I’m held Captive and Devoured by the Mystery that is your Love,
as bodies mold together just as a hand nestled into the most form fitting glove

The softness of your breast, suppressed by my chest, makes me feel Blessed
as I feel your heart beat to mine.
And, as hips align, legs intertwine, lips begin to dine,
on a tongue that tastes sweeter than a fine wine.

As hips grind in sequence, lips and tongues begin their dance,
passion becomes immense, kisses more intense
Hands explore, bodies crave more,
desires in an uproar in this wonderful slow moving soul's rapport

Skin plush, as bodies thrust, lost in lust
in rhythmic bliss, this Exquisite Abyss, senses now amiss
And as bodies release, and tensions cease,
I feel a peace, I’ve never known

With body collapsed now, mind in its own spell,
I can disavow, every doubt, I’ve ever had about love

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Enjoy The Memories

The following is hopefully an encouraging little Rhyme,
to a Friend whos lost sight of sometimes Love we have
doesnt last forever, and it shouldnt with the wrong person.

And even though Love doesnt last as long as we wanted,
Isnt it Better to have Loved and Lossed, then to have never known Love at all.

Lemonhead this ones for you

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There you may enjoy sweet images and insightful words from a Precious Soul,
as Beautiful on the inside as she is on the outside

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What ever happened to enjoying the moment, seize it and hold it?

For what it is, not for how we would want it to be
Enjoy Life in all its Pain, Pleasure and Glory?

To Capture and hold a spec of time, where we dared try climb,
a Mountain Sublime called Love Divine

That brought Smiles to our face,
made heart skip its pace,
allowed us to enjoy Magical Embrace,
and brought pleasure from that Romantic chase

Yet we Disgrace the memory by forgetting the day
Rather than remembering a cache'
of smiles, or pleasant thoughts
or even trials overcome and lessons taught

Why must we grasp only the sorrow, and lose tomorrow, as today we wallow,
its meaning regressed to hollow,
out each and every wondrously splendid day we were able to swallow

allthiswhile our life consumed to a day already past.
CRY, Make it last, gone too fast, merely a Dreadful image now in our looking glass

Wanting merely perfect days, Always bright, no Fight,
………………………………Only sea blue skies with clear Sunlight
forget we tried, forget the why, forget the love that Soared us High

Each one of those days, can be Regarded Forever as a Curse, or a Gift
that did lift your every day, while you were drifted away through the time you felt you were in Love.

So Treasure that Pleasure, you once had,
and be glad, not sad or mad, at the gift you held within your hand
It might just come again when least you plan

So understand, if you can, what began
long ago, Love did grow, you were fortunate yo
and all the coulda, woulda, shoulda
Demean memories' beauty cause you think Life fooled ya

So next time you plea, 'why me',
'cant find love endlessly',
'how so terrible my history be'
Flip it,
and though you miss, each and every kiss
you did once know that bliss,

So when you NOW reminisce
I hope you Smile and feel lucky to have felt Love Does Exist.